Ignorant

I hate what you just did to me 2 days ago so much that I feel like waking you up.
You will never really realise how much you mean to me and how much you are killing me.
I don’t know what more to do.
I hate acting that everything is fine when I see you (or perhaps your pleading asking me out).
I don’t want to act that it is fine when it is really not.
Augh!~