Monthly Archives: April 2006

a thousand words…

Picture speaks a thousand words….

indeed, it is very true…… it speaks and means a lot to me….

i am just feeling bored, pissed and preesured…

i am in a dilemma now…..i don’t want to be a prefect but people around me wants me to be a prefect… I don’t feel good being a prefect… being a perfect person..I am just bored… Why can’t someone understand me? Why? Things have not been going well since this year…. i just don’t know why… I am not asking for sympathy but I just wanna express my feeling and i don’t want to keep it anymore. It is so difficult… I feel so bad, really bad…..

Should I or SHould I Not? I really don’t know…Someone please just tell me something….!

I am back… Being busy…Longer blog next round…

I know this is lame but no other ways…


Is this what life is all about….

It’s so confusing at times, at this age and time, I have a lot of unanswered question in my mind…
I just have no idea what is happening to me at times..
Things can be really good at times and things can be really really bad….

What earth is this? I am always praying that things will go smoothly in my life and my dreams and wishes can come through!

I have been busy with drama the past few weeks and, I just need a break soon… It’s really tiring handling a bunch of team that is playful at times or shall i say most of the time…

Anyway, i know God has His best for us and the team….

So, will keep updating here… Keep visiting….

A tiring day!

What a day i had today. I am extremely exhausted after a day of workshop and rehearsal for Worship. It’s preety tiring. I was back at 7.

I am looking at things positively and everything has been good at the moment. I know what I am doing and I am starting to enjoy it. I am getting the hang of being a Form 4 student. As usual, trying is the best solution for me at the moment! I don’t see a bright future for me in science stream but I went to science stream because of some personal reasons. Yes, science is tough but I am hoping to be able to get the hang of it as soon as possible.

I hope to be able to do a longer blog in the future and blog more often to keep this site as active as possible.

As for drama, I am really busy with it. Practices is almost everyday and my time table is so hectic. I have to write letters and plan script and practices so on and so forth. I am hoping for the best for this years’ competition. We hope to be able to enter finals, go Selangor and Malacca, if it’s God’s will for us. Obviously, with mens strength, nothing is possible…… But with HIM, everything will turn out well. I am praying really hard for it.

Will be back with another blog asap… Tata..

See yaz/.. Love ya!