is it gonna over tonight?

I wonder and ponder is everything gonna be alright if tonight is over? I am still thinking and asking myself, some people don’t deserve your care but well, it seems that not many people read the post here anyways, which includes this person. I am just letting out my frustration and disappointments. I am waiting for an SMS. I wish it could make my day brighter at least. One and the half hour and this day is over! I don’t care wherever you are but I kow you don’t care. Have all the fun you want today. I know you’ve had it all and not even bothering if I am getting sick and all. What is with the SMS saying that you were worried, glad that I replied, when am I coming back from camp? All nonsense I suppose. With just a few short replies, you just went to bed and tell me to take care. What a selfish act. Do you really care? Are you really worried? Let’s just ponder. What have you done to show you are worried? By going to bed yourself? Aughhhh

Was in Mid Valley today. The aimless me, Edmund, Tun Ching and Justine had Kenny Rogers while the rest- Chern-I, Dodol, KP, Weng Yew, Ivan and Jian Hong were at a Japanese restaurant. We had Starbucks to get my dosage after that while we TRIED to discuss our OSE Group Assignment. TRIED- look at the word! Dark Mocha Frap isn’t as good as the old Dulce something something. Was emoing in Starbucks a while too. Was also SMS-ing Max some part of the day to let my anger and emos out. Am sorry though!

I wanna blog about Justine. She’s tomboyish acts can make me laugh the whole day. While Tun Ching tries to burst the balloons in the car while I was the victim of all the bursting. I don’t know why but I suppose I better get thsoe camp balloons out of my bag. Justine is just amazing. Her laughs is contagious. My sleepyness and emos are contages too. We are bad people. Giving and spreading nonsense in college. I don’t know what I am crapping about but I felt like writing…