Picture speaks a thousand words….

indeed, it is very true…… it speaks and means a lot to me….

i am just feeling bored, pissed and preesured…

i am in a dilemma now…..i don’t want to be a prefect but people around me wants me to be a prefect… I don’t feel good being a prefect… being a perfect person..I am just bored… Why can’t someone understand me? Why? Things have not been going well since this year…. i just don’t know why… I am not asking for sympathy but I just wanna express my feeling and i don’t want to keep it anymore. It is so difficult… I feel so bad, really bad…..

Should I or SHould I Not? I really don’t know…Someone please just tell me something….!

I am back… Being busy…Longer blog next round…

I know this is lame but no other ways…

Is this what life is all about….

It’s so confusing at times, at this age and time, I have a lot of unanswered question in my mind…
I just have no idea what is happening to me at times..
Things can be really good at times and things can be really really bad….

What earth is this? I am always praying that things will go smoothly in my life and my dreams and wishes can come through!

I have been busy with drama the past few weeks and, I just need a break soon… It’s really tiring handling a bunch of team that is playful at times or shall i say most of the time…

Anyway, i know God has His best for us and the team….

So, will keep updating here… Keep visiting….

What a day i had today. I am extremely exhausted after a day of workshop and rehearsal for Worship. It’s preety tiring. I was back at 7.

I am looking at things positively and everything has been good at the moment. I know what I am doing and I am starting to enjoy it. I am getting the hang of being a Form 4 student. As usual, trying is the best solution for me at the moment! I don’t see a bright future for me in science stream but I went to science stream because of some personal reasons. Yes, science is tough but I am hoping to be able to get the hang of it as soon as possible.

I hope to be able to do a longer blog in the future and blog more often to keep this site as active as possible.

As for drama, I am really busy with it. Practices is almost everyday and my time table is so hectic. I have to write letters and plan script and practices so on and so forth. I am hoping for the best for this years’ competition. We hope to be able to enter finals, go Selangor and Malacca, if it’s God’s will for us. Obviously, with mens strength, nothing is possible…… But with HIM, everything will turn out well. I am praying really hard for it.

Will be back with another blog asap… Tata..

See yaz/.. Love ya!

How exams mark really reflects on my life and my responsibility?

If you compare my first term exam marks and my form 3 marks, my results has decline from bad to worse.

It really reflects my image as everybody thinks *and i repeat, THINKS* of me as a good student! Everyone will be saying like
*alvin got 6A’s in PMR, 4A’s in UPSR and he always studies, he speaks good English*
Haha, this is not true, LOOKS IS DECEIVING!

Honestly, I do study but not too the extreme, I get A’s in major examination because I prayed hard! These are facts, no one could ever change these facts!

But guess what, this life start to mean something to me. Things is starting to go just like what i planned! And sometimes, to my suprise, the thing or event appears to be better than what I’ve thought! And these things are significant in my life and it’s awesome to know such things is happening in my life. It is really cool.

As for the fact that I did not do well this first term exams, I am telling myself to work really hard to achieve better in the coming exams in June. At least to the minimum, each subject I should get at least a 3B or B3. Not anything worse than that! I failed miserably in Add. Maths and Biology this term. I’ll make sure, no fails next term! I did not get 1A for English, it’s just an 2A, which I am not satisfied. I’ve always been getting the highest grade for English and this term…… *speechless*

Anyway, nowadays, I’ve been bust and really busy with drama competition. I hope I can find time to blog!

See ya guys…
Love ya..
my_alvin

Exams is over, you can imagine how happy and glad i am right?

Life has been just ‘okay’ for me… the usual okay… not too great, not too toughh…
I am just speechless on what i want to say… Seriously, what should I blog?
Blog even when I have nothing to say? How stupid..??

Blog more…

Owh gosh….holiday finally arrived, but i am not in the holiday mood…
I am in the exam mood…going for tuition and stuff like that…

Well this is the life of a student, darn boring!

Anyway…..
Claire; good luck in theory
SPM students; good luck in results..
I just know the Esther is one of the top scorer of the country
STPM students; good luck as well!!

ALL THE BEST PEOPLE! God’s with ya… Take Care…
Buhbyez……..

What I was talking about just the other day was perfectionist!
And here is it, i got a bulletin board in friendster on how to make a girl smile or how to be a perfect man….
Read this plus my comments!

How to make ‘her’ smile!

1. Tell her she is beautiful
* is hard to express at times
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
*how can anyone hold hers for just a second??
3. Hug her from behind.
*this is not so bad
4. Leave her voice or txt messages to wake up.
*this can be done
5. Wrestle with her
*this can also be done
6. don’t go hang out with you ex when shes notwith you, you might not relize how badly it hurts her.
*everyone knows this
7. If youre talking to another girl, when you’re done talking, walk over and hug her and kiss her….let her know she’s yours and they aren’t.
*this is true
8.Write her notes or call her just to say “hi”
*i do that frequently
9.Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
*obviously lol
10. Play with her hair.
*some girls don’t like it
11. Pick her up.
*obviously la..
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn’t like it
*yeah but to certain extent, it might be over-sensitive
13. Make her laugh.
*biasa lah tu
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms
*can be done
15. If she’s mad at you, kiss her
*this is a real challenge
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
*of course la
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal (she’ll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelery (she’ll treasure it forever),and one of his t-shirts (she’ll most likely wear it to bed)or sweatshirts sprayed with his cologne!!and flowers or something occasionally.
*can also be done…
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you’re alone.
*of course…i’m no hypocrite
19. Look her in the eyes and smile
*normal lah tu..
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
*wads extraordinary bout this?
21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
*huh, if it really rains..
22.Kiss her just for the heck of it.
*haha
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
*of course…
24. Remember her birthday and get her something,even if its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means the WORLD to her.
*everyone knows this…
25. when she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don’t (it’ll make her happy.)
*kinda hypocrites but used to it
26. Always call her when you say you will,it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don’t care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don’t necessarily have to have hour long conversations every night but its nice for them to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
*of course heh..
27. Give her wat she wants
*if it’s not too much, sure..
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
*normal..
29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she’ll feel left out.
*neva will I do it
30.hang out with her whenever you are free.
*of course…
31.If u care about her…SHOW her!
*many times…

Isn’t it really cool?? I find some things can be done and some things just cant!

Hot to rush off, doing drama script…..
Buhbyez!
Lov ya guys!

‘This life is just miserable…I am gonna live this life aimlessly’my_alvin

It’s been amazing how I lived my life in the first few months of this year!!!
Life is indeed a journey full with obstacles….
I’ve been living my life Against All Odds and Giving my Best in whatever I do is what I’ve been doing so far!!
I guess this really works for me!

Back to Exams, it sucks…..!
It has been really tough going through this period of examinations!
I am serious, You should really try the paper of my school!!
It’s kinda double the standard of what other schools are doing!!!
I have a huge feeling, i will fail in certain subjects, but really hope NOT!!
NOT, THIS CANNOT HAPPEN TO ME!!

Tension is in the Air!!!
I just need someone to clear this tension that I am feeling……
I just feel miserable!!!!

Thats all for it now, gotta go!

Love ya guys!

my_alvin