Well, life has been treating me great the past few days or even weeks…
The way everything is going, I am so thankful for the people who have always been standing beside me, supporting and guiding me through my torturous life at times… =P
I would therefore like to thank each and everyone of you guys.. You guys have been great! At times, life can be meaningless, but with you guys, many of you have lighted up my dull life! And definitely I can’t buy each and everyone of you stuffs, but erm, for this time, I have decided to use 1-2 blog posts as my tribute to you guys for always standing right next to me always… You guys have been outstanding, and I have just nothing much to say except to thank God for sending you people to my life…
This would definitely be a long list of my tribute to you people but I think you guys deserve my time to write everything down… (Do read everything if you have the time!)

My Drama Team Members (all 14 of you): I know it may be hard working with me for the 2 months or so, but I definitely have seen much of you people and I enjoy all the time we spent together… The tears, the joy, and etc etc etc have been great. We might not have made it true but in our hearts, we know we have done our very best, and we successfully made teacher cry!!! *winks* I know we might not have made it, but we know we are the best and I seriously just like the bunch of people that you are. Quoting from James: I hate you, please forgive me! –was a great joke but well, we know we are always there for each other, ryte?

Going down to my class:

THONG LEONG: Yeah, you are first on the list, as you are the one who bugs me, and gets me on my nerve most of the time. But you are definitely a great friend of mine.. Haha, going to toilet and strolling around the corridors, our hobbies are seriously great hobbies =P

ENG CHAH: He may not talk much, but he is brilliant… He is just someone who thinks a lot instead of talking.. Sitting next to you have been a great experience…

KHOLID: Being the teacher’s pet made you look great at times, haha, but I know you are seriously trying you best in your studies… even the ghosts can see that! But, don’t try to hard laa, make me sooo stupid now…. Haha, by the way, Dayang sucks! Wakaka *evil laughs*

BOON JIM: The frigid of 4/O! lol, I bet you finally know the meaning after calling you frigid sooo many times!

SOH: Haha, a very good buddy in class… You rock man… Haha, you are such a joker laaaaa… Yeah, Kabujiro is a great friend…. Lol

KIANG and JUN YANG: The two small kids of 4/O, the jokers, the one who makes dirty jokes in class. The pornologist lecturer! Well, you make me laugh my ass off most of the time…

BRYAN and CHIU: Haha, the 2 fellas that sits behind me!!!! Don’t la always try to imitate me, but it’s always nice talking to you both…

FELIX: Me, Chiu and Bryan teaching him how to date has been fabulous! You try lah, dun be so kayu…. Like what we always call you, hahaaaa…

SHAUN: He can study sooo hard and yet can get worst results than me, when I don’t study.. I pity him at times… He has try his so very best and he still don’t make it… I am not bragging but he is just working real hard but the results are not coming out… I don’t know how to really help you, but continue and keep up the good work…

MUN WAI and THIAGU: The 2 fellas sitting behind of the class.. Crazy jokers especially Thiagu… Mun Wai, you’re so meaaan to Shaun at times =pp

TABUH: I am speechless but disturbing and annoying you in class have been really really fun! =pp (For your info, I disturb Tabuh in class and will always gets him to trouble! And will push him to the teachers at all times! Notti, ain’t i?)

Moving on…

CLAIRE: You have been great great great… I think greater than anyone in the whole list here *winks* I just love ya for all the care that you have given to meeee, Haha, and what is wrong with six sense? I wannnnna know!!! Just wanna say that you have been great, being my source of strength at times, and my motivator, I just think that you deserve more than this crazy lil portion of blog for you… Hmph, will get ya something real soon… I like your gift =p! Love ya, miss ya and take care lots! =p will always remember, gajah buaya biri-biri prawnyyyy

KEVIN WONG: Hmph, the brother of Wong Mei Yi, can never stop ejek-ing me everytime he sees me… Haha, not so lar, nowadays… Erm, he ahs been great…. Haha, u just can’t stop playing your wife (piano)….! It’s a great blessing being able to serve in the worship ministry

BEN LEON: The fact that I know he is gonna reads this… So, am not gonna write too good bout him cause he is really a great brooooooo…. =P He is always there when I am mad and crazy! Just love him to bits laaah, to keep the story short…. Owh yea, I like buaya =PP

SU CHEN: The fact that she is always bored, I have got no idea why, but she is laaaarr… But well, she is a fun girl to chat with laaaaaaaaa….. Erm, her complaints to me about her being bored is weird and funny at times… lol.. And I personally thinks there is moe to come!

RICHARD: Owes me CHILISSSS….! Haha, just stay cool lah u… Alamak, u going to NZ pulak….. sad sad sad!

Bing Ern, Jonathan Phua, Kevin(again?), Caleb Y, Caleb C, Nicholas, Edmund: My grew up friends! They are the best people in my life as well, growing with them and seeing them grow have been great. It’s still on the skin of my head on the experiences that we went through, Especially those fun times we had – going to Genting, A’Famose etc etc has been great.. Fighting and quarrelling with each other has been an experience too… No matter what, you people are gonna be remembered. As we are all about to leave high school, this relationship will not just end here, but it will go further, I trust and pray!

MUN FAI: Erm he is a crazy fella to mix with… Beware of him…Haha

JACK KEE: the betrayer, nothing much about him, but well his rudeness gets me on my nerves at times… really! But he is quite an okay person

JUSTIN: Wow, being with you in the same class since std 1 till form 3 has been an amazing experience.. Knowing all your style and attitude has been great… It’s sad we are not in the same class in Form 4, but heh, I still meet you… So, what? Lol

JUN LIN: This smart ass here is really great! He can be a good and caring friend! We bully each other to the ends of the earth and always be friends again, isn’t that amazing?

YAP: Erm, hey fatty bom bom…. Jangan curi makan jagung.. lol =p erm, he is just so dedicated to his work that sometimes I admire him! He really shows much effort and initiative in his work… I need to learn from you laaaarr!

CHIK: chick chick chick chick chicky.. I am sure you kow how the tune go, if you read this! Haha, leaving SJI suprises all of us early of the year, but well, we all head for different directions and unfortunately, you ended up in SAB!

HARITH: Doing and going through many things with you have been really fun. Thank you for often sacrificing on behalf of me.. I appreciate lots…

IZZAT: Seeing you day in and out from the primary school makes me know you better as a person.. You are growing for sure…! Keep it up dude!

ONG: You are just so smart in you studiees… Keep teaching me Maths laaaa…. By the way, I am seriously worried about you now, how are you? Still terrified over the incident of being bash up this morning? No worries, take care always.. Will always be here to support you!

REFFAI: You know I have prejudice against you.. It’s really really obvious at times, it is always because of your mouth that I ignore you most of the time.. Sorry, but this are facts dude! But you are still my friend!

AVEENASH: I can never miss Aveenash, the joker who always gets me in trouble, and him being a natural joker is seriously in born… I think you need some brainwash la! Study hard yea?

EUGENE and EVAN: My 2 God brothers! Great people! Catch up with ya real soooon!

Here we go, the ROCKers!

JONO: The one in a million president of ROCK! Erm, thanks for always fetching me home =ppp Ad showing you servanthood makes me admires ya!

SZE XIAN: The one who always call me her younger brother, erm who cares and loves me! Miss ya always although you are in Canada! Come back quickkkk!

ESTHER: Erm, the girl who has great faith amazes me… Trusting Him day by day may not be easy but you have shown me that it works! You are seriously going to Aussie? Dun go laaaarrr…

ASHLEY: The woman with great voice! She has teaches me a lot of stuffs especially in worship…. Great woman of God! Keep it up!

GRACE and JESSIE: The 2 so-poh, I always call… cuz they are really crazy! But they are 2 smart people and they can be as fierce as tiger at times!

JOSEPH and JENNIFER: Great people I would say, always rise up to challenges and knows what they are doing… Jennifer, we miss you back here in Malaysia!

SHIREEN: Erm, my follow-up department head! Doing her best in everything is just great!!

GRACE CHAY: Hmph, working with her in the follow-up department and the camp committee has really been an eye opener! She really takes initiative in her work! Going the extra mile has really shown me much leadership skills in her! She is a great woman of God though…

SHARON CHAY: POggggggieeeeeE, unlike her sister! Haha, joking… Erm, she is just great lah, dunno what else to describe her adey…. =PPP sorry lorrr

YEEVON: Wow, always screams at people! She is like the mastermind behind most of the games…. She can really think of ways to torture people! Hmph, is it good or bad?

PAULINE: I dunno what to say.. speechless

ELAINE: Erm, she is like a princess lol…. She ahs many peminats and welll……..

ALENA, SHER LEEN, JIA HUEI, MICHELLE: Erm, the girly gang, a faithful comer of ROCK! Keep it up! Thanks for supporting me when I lead worship as well! =p

SU MAY: Mayyyyyyyyy, the girl that always support me in whatever do! I know she is always praying for me! She even prays for me when I am leading worship.. How cool is that? *hugs*

CHOON KIT: Now I officially put you under the ROCKer list adey… So, you better come more often yeah?

JIUN KEI: Erm, Jiun Kei has always been follow-up by me! He is secretive at times but a great guy laaaaaa… =pp

ALESA: A great servant of God! Well done!!

That’s all for now, look out for my next post! See ya people! You guys have been awesome!

Life blessed by you,
Alvin

I get annoyed easily when people takes me for granted…
I don’t mean at times I don’t wanna help but i am certain that the particular person can do it him or herself…
I don’t wanna pin point names here but, why?
Is it because I am too good that people thinks that I can do everything..
I am like giving myself unncessary stress, whats the point to that, can anyone give me an answer?

At times, such things can be tolerated. I do understand if the work can’t be done by him or herself but…
my point is that: the person can do it but he or she is jsut pure lazy to do that…
Why can’t someone just take up the initiave to just to it rather than getting me doing it…
At times, a no would hurt, but these days, I DON”T BOTHER anymore…
NO means NO, it is as if I am that free to do for the person..
I know i can but I just don’t want people to take my services for granted….
It is just a habit of some people whom i now label them as annoying idiots…

This isn’t the first time the particular person is asking me to do his or her work, but it has been consequtively repeating..
I do wonder, why don’t get me as his or her secretary?
Since you are just not capable, don’t take up the work, then….
It does not makes my day at all, but it’s actually giving me a bad day when I have to hurt people’s feelings by saying no…
I do understand, at times, when people can’t do it, then it’s alrite for me to take over, but not all the time doing it for the person..
I hate to give a no to people to give them a bad day, but i don’t have the choice…

I am just so fed up with one particular person, I am just not gonna talk to this person till my anger is over…
This person is annoying me non-stop, and annoying me not for the good, but for nonsence…
IF a person is annoying me for views, ideas or giving constructive criticisms, it’s okay with me…
But not just telling me stuff that i don’t think i deserve to hear…
it is not thatI don’t wanna hear but it’s true fact that i have either never done it, it’s rumours or i just don’t know..

People are just getting rotten day by day…
Not all, there are still some kind people, which i love them!
But many are just too rotten…
Anyway, people by my side, I will always love them..
Even if they tell me bad stuffs which I think it’s constructive…
I will accept…. but, now it’s jsut not facts…
Why is our society degrading in their moral values? Why oh Why?
I am really frsutrated now….

I get easily irritated and annoyed when i am force to say something that i don’t want to say…
I find that a teacher who keeps asking me to nod my head for the sake of it really makes me uncomfortable…
I can just listen, but i MIGHT NOT agree with what one is trying to say…
You might say i have good grammar and do not have sophisticated vocabulary, i agree…
But i can’t just agree on everything you are saying although you are an authority place over me..
I find myself placed in a situation of pure blurness- it’s just like yes yes yes for the sake of yes and no no no for the sake of no.
And to make things worst, you are trying to ask me something indirectly just to compliment yourself…how lame can it be?
And by answering such questions make me far stupider…
Forget about the ‘professional’ title, u just aren’t…
If you are you won’t bring the matter to class… that’s being so unprefesional..
By asking the students, what faults she have, who will even dare to answer?
I seriously don’t have the guts to do so, that just shows respect and i know i do have respect for all teachers no matter how much i hate them.
(P.S: You know i am talking about a teacher who lecture me in class and i guess you know that i did talk about grammar and vocabulary, I would like to clarify that it isn’t tom dick and harry… so, do not guess)

For most of you who are reading this, I went to doulos last Saturday..
it was intesting and i like it personally..
I get to feel the col air as well…
I guess i was just taking some time out of the KL, busy city…
Although, yeah.. My main purpose wasn’t for books..
Many knows I don’t like books, So, yae…….

My birthday this year was just the normal birthday. but i am just suprised many many people wished me and i had a fun of time replying those sms, msn’s, email, testimonials and so on..
Those people whom i expect to just forget my birthday did wish me as well… It’s just amazing…
I did receive presents form many people and would like to say the same thing ‘Thank You’!
It’s just amazing to have friends like you…

I seldom blog but i will as I am freaking busy with my stuffs as in school work and so on….
Will try to blog as frequent as possible yeah..
Love yea people…

Life have been busy lately with many things going on at the same time..
I am not gonna blog n everything to maintain the quality of the site…

4O created a official class song which is lame…

Copyrighted by 4O
Words and Music by Alvin Kok and New Thong Leong

Chorus: 4O is notorious (really notorious)
Geniuses, retards, you name it
We are the best batch (so called)
We are all junks

VI Boon Jim is a frigid
Hana is so malas
Thiagu the black face one
Mun Wai the nerdy one
(Chorus)

V2 Felix the crazy one
Kholid the annoying one
Jun Yang the horny one
Bryan the quiet one
(chorus)

V3 Eng Chah the supplier
Lai the liar
Aiman the Hong-kee
Aidid the absent one
(chorus)

V4 Soh likes to interact
Hakim the PJ-ing one
Kiang the small small kid
Raj the naughty one
(chorus)

V5 Danial the mag mag mag
Qi Kit the lazy one
Davis the kendo-forever
Thong Leong the cocky one
(chorus)

V6 Yin Tai the specky one
Christopher the racial one
Chern Min the mute one
Tharmaraj the one with brains
(chorus)

Bridge Here we gooooo…….. Let’s go…….
And Saravanan says…
(go to V7 & V8 & V9)

V7 Norra the effective one
Jane the ‘Her way’ sucks
Norbani the bunny styles
Leow the naggy mum

V8 Rismawati the pregnant b*tch
TMF the slow aunty aunty
Mahzabeen the super power
Vijaya the short and fat

V9 Tan the 40-year old virgin
Arnie the sophisticated-ly cool
Ustaz the interesting one
Jesu the ‘don’t give a damn one’

Well, i guess it’s a cool one…ahahha and it is lame!
Life has been busy and just okay…
Nothing big deal really happened though…
I am still okay with everything..
And i have changed my handphone, after less than 6 months of using the old phone…

I just don’t know why but my mind will always go blank when I can open blogger….. sighhh

It’s thursday and it’s a day more to friday…
Every week, i look forward when it comes to friday because I can be free….
As in I can have a break after my hectic schedule…

It is tiring at times and I just need to take a break….

Life is not as miserable as I have always thought it would be…
In my previous posts, many said I live in despair, sadness, dark so on and so forth…
But it’s not that bad after all…

I do have to acknowledge my English teacher who constantly visits my site as well….

I thank you for making an effort to check out my blogs, or perhaps our blog…

Although life is miserable, people are irritating and annoying…
there are people who are great whoch makes life fun…
I wouldn’t want to give any examples here as it is kinda sensitive but I do hope there will be more people like this…
Life would be really fun with more of this kinda people… trust me!

Studies have been really hectic, workload is increasing
But 4/O is fun….. really fun….
We are the class of pornology (proud of it)..
We have a pornologist lecturer (Jun Yang)
We have PEKA for pornology subject…
We do grafitti when teacher is not in..
We gossip!
We don’t do our homeowrk but we never get caught
We use computer in class to surf the net
We talk about girls…
We look down from our window and we litter..
We climb on the chair as we like
We climb on tables as well
We take teachers’ pictures to create Friendster accounts
We take pictures in class
We have a ‘Saravanan’ in class
We have firgids in class, as well..
We destroy tables and chairs…
We put up ‘cool’ articles in the class notice board like girls, stress, suicide, teachers
And most of all, we talk when teacher is teaching….
AND WE ARE ONE OF THE HOPES OF MR PETER YII, pengetua SMK St.John

Well, my birthday is coming and whoever is reading this should know what to do…
ciaozz

Pn Vijaya is exclaiming that the drama team is creating more dramas in class..
What on earth is that kinda nonsence? but i seriously don’t really understand what she meant by that!
She, as my ‘Penyelia Tingkatan’, who is fierce outside, soft inside has many different philosophys and she always lecture us on communication skills in class, as the nerdy frigid Boon Jim has no communication skills other than study study and study. It’s kinda fun to see her bullying and giving work to Boon Jim to make him not-to-study so much!

Let me share with you people on some philosophys she have for us. (By the way, she has 1 or even more everytime she enters the class)Here it goes,
‘Laziness is taking a break before even getting tired’
‘Malaysia is a holy place for terrorists’
‘Budak ST.John suka amalan Jahiliah, sebab itu peperiksaan sekolah tek pernah keluar’

I have no idea why she likes to compare us with Victorians, but I guess to her, St John’s is never good. And the question here is, why she wants to teach in St John’s if we are not good. Plenty of teachers are fighting to enter smart schools! She always claim that VI is smarter than us, and she will blah a lot about Victorians- saying Victorian is smart but have no communication skills and manners and so on…
She just likes to compare and we are never good enough..

Similarly, life is just like that…
No one is ever good enough!
There is indeed a difference between perfection and excellence
God has said to desire for excellence and not perfection
Prefectionist is being perfect and no one is perfect since the day we were born.
Excellence is different. God is an excellent God; therefore, we need to give Him our best!
I have never aim to be perfect but I always aim for the best.
I don’t know if that is a good habit!

I have also discovered that giving our best doesn’t assure each and very one of us our best!
For example, Shaun. He studied really hard and he failed most of the exams. I am seriously sad for Him. He can even contemplate suicide after receiving his results. I just don’t know how to help him. But I hope my encouragement will always remind him. His father is seriously strict, he NOW has no handphone and is always on curfew. I seriously don’t know how to help him. Teach me, someone!

My results has gotten from good to bad and bad to worse. I don’t know how to help myself. I am just stuck. I know I am fighting with within myself at times and making silly desicions, but I just can’t help it. I always felt that I have lost my brains or something after entering Form 4. The fight within me is seriously bring hurt at times. I don’t know how to help my self yet, but I am looking for aternatives. I wanna be the top again! I don’t wanna fall. I just don’t know what is wrong with me! Work load from school is getting more and more, and at times, i don’t even get to finish it! (or is it I don’t wanna do?). I just don’t know what to say.

As for my outside life, I am totally fine with it. Friends and family is all as normal.

I guess i’ll stop here… see ya people…ciaoz… tag me lar…

Wow, tody was just an okay-day for me…
I got y EST paper and I am still unhappy over the marks, although I got an A1. I am not bragging but I am serious..
All I got was 85, and mosly other students got 80 and above. So, it doesn’t show that I shine in this subject as I used toshine in my languages and EST paper. Argh, languages is my cup of tea where I usually dominate in class. But I seriously don’t know the overall marks for my Englsih and BM yet…

School is the usual boring routine. Assembly finished at the normal time although Mr Peter Yii isnt here. Thanks to Dr Puva.

Chemistry was rather fun today. We studied in class instead of the lab! Teacher taught us the way we could understand and I enjoyed it! It wasn’t bored at all, maybe cuz today teacher is feeling good about something. Maths class was the normal fierce class but of course we understand lah! Add Maths class is rather boring, I hate her classes. Seriously, she teaches and I can understand 0 things. Physics is worst! I hate her class. It’s so boring and I don’t understand what the heck she is teaching at all. I am so gonna write a complain letter on behalf of the class and complain bout her! I don’t care anymore… WHo the hecks care about her and her baby? I seriously don’t. She doesnt deserve any care from any of the students. She just sucks. EST class was just the usual, where the teacher ask and she answer herself.LOL

I guess thats all for today… ciao