I realised that I’ve grown so much these few days and weeks. I’ve grown in many many ways that I can’t be ever more grateful for. God has taught me so much that I pray I know how to put it into words to tell you how great my God is.

‘The end does not justify the means’ have also taught me much. The end does not determine how well something is but it is the process that matters. Process and the experiences gained throughout the process is what matters most; which has taught me so much.

I’ve been very faithful (at least I think) in prayer and intercession. And I believe God has been the peace and strength in my heart in these times of needs. At times I feel like giving up, I know that I have to persevere because I know He will carry me through and true enough, He never fails me. He never gives me something beyond I can bear. No matter how tough, I know He’s with me.

On the other hand, my house is kinda going to be (or already is) in a deep mess with boxes, toilet bowls, basins, paints and all which has to be brought to the new house. The toilet bowls and basin just got ferried there 2 days ago I think. I am shifting in less than 10 days. I am excited yet reluctant. The misery I gotta go through shifting stuffs might easily kill me. I realised I am a sentimental person and so, I really need certain things to be in the new place and certain gifts and cards, I want it back as memories. And because of this, no one can touch my stuffs when I shift cause if it is my mum, she will throw every bits of paper she sees. I mean it for real.

And hence, I gotta pack everything myself. Argh. Pathetic. And yet, next week is the busiest week as ADORE 2008 is gonna be on Friday. Much preps and deco and logistics has to be done. More planning and sleepless nights but I am sure I can go through it. Bear in mind, I still have classes eh! I envy those who doesnt.. Shucks!

New house on the other hand looks interesting but not that interesting. Looks modern too. To say it is big. I suppose yeah, it’s big. But I will miss Cheras Indah definitly, I’ve stayed here about 15 years I think. Can you imagine my yucky smell and all are gonna be here.. =P while the new house aedy don’t have… Okay. Am gross… =P

But yeah, if you see me without a connection for a week or so; meaning there’s not Internet at my place YET. And yeah, Maxis line in my new place also kinda suck. I don’t know long term or just that day though. I pray it won’t. Or else people can’t contact me (or I can’t contact people! =P)

Christmas is coming though. Feeling some excitement but apparently I feel more excited for Chinese New Year. I don’t know why. Prolly people visiting new house? Haha.. Can bangga a bit? But we’ll see. You peeps can definitly come! =)

I am paranoid with someone who is just prolly ignorant and annoyed over me and giving some cold replies. Someone who has the obligation to tell things yet doesnt. Haih. Confused as to how a person thinks at times.

Thats how much I am gonna be slacking the next semester. 3 days of class. Not that long classes. 6 hours break on Tuesday. This is gonna be fun but miserable a little. I see new lecturers name, old ones still stays like Ms Intan. I suppose the timetable looks really fun. I hope it stays till March next year, that’s be superb.. I am so sure you guys are gonna agree with me… Hahaha.

Tomorrow is Introduction To Business finals; I dont seem to care. Just want a pass out of it I guess. Lecturer suck big time for this.. =)

Oh yeah, and the subjects above?
RMDS- Research Development and Methodology Studies
PT- Perspectives in Technology
CIT- Computing IT.

I think a lot of playing computers and doing researches next semester. Might be fun or might not be fun.

As far as I can remember, the last time I blogged was at least a week ago. Not that I am gonna stop blogging but I’ve not much inspirations to write about lately. My dry-brains are killing me. Now when final exams is just next week on Mon, Tues, Thurs and Fri. I am gonna have a hard time doing it I reckon. I remembered during Semester 1, everything wrote was mere crap. Or perhaps somethings worst than crap. I opened book later than the eleventh hour for the last semester.

As for this Semester, i am trying to get myself up to study but instead I watched 6hours of TVB Drama in A DAY and I just did it again just now. And this is what they called Buffle Week or known as Study Week for us. Perhaps, just me. All I’ve been doing is to sleep, eat, online and watch dramas which I think is gonna ruin my semester 2 results tremendously. Well, not that bad lah. Since I might only screw QMS and my Introduction to Business Module. But well, I suppose I’d do okay but I am stopping these thoughts from even entering my brains as it will really torture me.

You also see me visiting less of blogs unless you are someone which is somehow related to me or somehow close to me; or perhaps if I have the obligations to do so. Then I will visit lah. Apart from that, who writes on my tagboard then maybe I’ll just pop over.

I’ve been ADORE-ing day in and day out; not myself of course but busy preparing for ADORE almost everyday. Which the excitement is so strong within me and the leaders now. We are all busy till we hardly have much other time just doing doing stuffs and preparing for it. It’s gonna be big. I’ll tell you guys more really really soon and you’ll know what I am up to.. =P

Yes. I am running away from emo posts and being ignorant about it for the mean time. =)

And not much things happened lah, basically. Life is quite the same recently. I am shifting house in about a months time. Should be December 11th. I am going to get so frustrated with packing my room and my stuffs. I am telling myself that I should not live in my confort zone but wells, me just an ordinary human and I am gonna hate packing! Trust me and Seriously, shifting house in December is no no joke!

Anything else you want me to blog about, write it on my tagboard. Or if you need any posts. Write it there. Till then, this is a post so tht this blog won’t die.. Just Yet!

I have many questions in my brains. Basically yes or no questions but it could be something that would affect my life forever. I have yet to make these tough decisions. Nothing emo. But decisions has to be made. Decisions has to be told. It’s never gonna be easy but I’ve been praying that He will make it easier for me because He has the greater plan and the greater picture. I am anticipating for greater things to come in my life. For real, I can see a glimpse of what the coming months is gonna be and its gonna be something big. Who wouldn’t get excited about it? I know I will get busy but I know it’s all worth while. It’s all worth it. It’s the smiles on their faces you see after everything truly makes your day.

And on the other hand, people using LRT. Please be more considerate. I hate to say this but you make me feel like I-so-wanna-smack you kinda thing ya noe? There was this group of school girls (Chinese school girls. lala-ish), that came out together with hundreds of people from the station. Everyone had the courtesy and civilisation mind to line up and one-by-one make through the ticketing thingy.

But this group of girls, just kept cutting into lines. All of them standing at the side and suddenly step in and were laughing like some mad people. And everyone was looking at them. At they were speaking at high volumes. I was staring at them and I really wanna like strangle them and make them realise. I came out later, I chose to also line up from behind. But what the heck are you doing. Cutting the lines so obviously somemore? You don’t know what manners is all about?

And the same group of people, screaming and shouting when the LRT is so freaking pack. OMG. Sound pollutants.

People really don’t have manners nowadays, don’t they? I see people spitting in LRT Station. Throwing trash all over the place. It’s like annoying. I don’t even feel right doing it and there they are. Look who’s the one destorying the environment.

How are we gonna create an environmental friendly country? The mentality of people here is just amusing at times. I am not saying that I am all right. I do have my flaws but somethings done is just so-to-much I’d say. WHen will people ever realise?

You comepare. With other countries. With others but you are not seeing into what you are comparing about. Don’t just compare at times. Coming to think about it, why Malaysia is still not fully developed? Because of all these Malaysia-Boleh attitude la. People should wake up! It’s the 21st Century. And Competitions are getting stiffer day by day.