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Everything is coping well. Not exactly great but adaptable. Well, maybe good time to just quiten down myself over things during this period of time where there is no physical help to turn to. I guess I have never been this faithful praying for him who is now away. Praying endlessly that everything is fine. I don’t know anything but I am trusting God.
I was utterly disappointed I did not get the person’s Singapore number and I was also feeling terrible that I did not get a message before the person surrendered the phone when I messaged a few times when he was there and I only got one reply. Sigh. But what can I do? Nothing. :s
But I still care 😉
College is probably gonna kill me soon enough. Argh.
My mind is everywhere. I am feeling too lazy to upload Sydney and Brisbane pictures. Give me time. It takes me loads of energy okay?
So yeah…
blurpigontheblock 😉
SIGH
All I can do now is to sigh! Sigh Sigh Sigh.
Okay. Enough. I gotta stop feeling this way or I will suffer for at least another 20over days.
But God’s been good. Honestly.
Sydney post will come out really soon okay? When am free-ier. 😉
all from Melbourne ;)
Hi all, I am officially back from Australia. Sorry for forsaking my dear blog. I sincerely apologise. Will go blog hopping after this. I promise. Above is the Special 6-thingy dispenser – for condom, deodorant, cologne, toothbrush and I forgotten already.
Melbourne Central 😉
Fish @ Chips in Melbourne
Ever seen such a big lobster?
Mt Grant.
One Tree Hill? 😛We climbed close the 1000-steps trail all the way up Mt Dandenong.
And another 1000-steps down.
And guess what? To reach the 1000-steps, you gotta walk from the car for 800metres.
Lethargic
The trail in Mt Dandenong
The friends 😉
Foosball at Melbourne
Durians in Melbourne, believe it or not. YUCK!
Sophias Family Restaurant.Gosh. The portion is humongous.
And below are just entre portions. Means small.
Can you believe it? 11 people shared the 6 plates of pasta, pizzas and steak.
Dropped by a Malaysian Cuisine for being homesick. Food ain’t too bad after all there. I meant the Malaysian food. I am guessing it is a Malaysian cook
@ Knox. The largest supermarket or shopping mall in Melbourne.Not too big after all.
Basically, my trip to Melbourne. The first few days. Sydney and Brisbane coming up! Stay tune aite?
all out already =(
I am all feeling the wound of my own heart. I am utterly disappointed.
I am clueless of what I am doing. I feel unloved. I feel so disappointed and most of all, I am just to the extent of wounding myself for someone other’s care. Don’t know what crap I am talking.
All I know is, this has not been the farewell I wanna give or join. Perhaps, all was given a chance – friends, family and all. But just NOT me.
I’d rather not have any gifts but to spend time with you.
Taking it all in by myself now. I need solitude or I’ll go mad very soon. No kidding.
Not like anyone bothers anyways.
And yes, I am a coward. Thanks for the timely reminder. Put all the blame on me. I am numb to all the accusations. But what can I do?
Everything sucks big time. I mean it. Silently taking it all. ='(
If there were pills that can make me sleep for a week, I wished I can have that so that I won’t have to bother what the world is. I finished my Steroids and am only left with antibiotics.
I should be fine. Don’t bother asking me what, why, who where and all the stupid questions. My own problems.
The time has come..
The time has come for me to leave Brisbane
Leaving in few hours time to Gold Coast Airport.
I can’t wait to get back to my bed, my friends, my phones, my love(s), and most importantly, my family.
It has been such a great time here. With great solitude. I am thankful and I feel blessed indefinitely. It has been an amazing experience and I have learn so much and waiting to apply back there.
It has been an amazing time meeting up with friends and relatives here. But I miss people in KL more despite all that I am enjoying.
KL is where I want to be right now. At this point, back at KLBC with the people I know. The youths and all. I miss all my youths back there and ROCK too. I love ROCK.
Its been 2 weeks I left home or more. It’s time to return. The time has come. Flying off with Air Asia later. Hopefully some pretty hot people (and I mean hot Australian girls =P) sits next to me for the 8 hours? Haha. And no more aunty uncle. I have been sitting with aunty uncles through Air Asia and Virgin Blue. Ish. No friends to meet but aunties and uncles. Grrr.
Let’s see what happens next. Life’s great here. Life’s greater back there in KL.
See ya people soon! 😉
Brisbane.
Greetings from Brisbane, Australia now!
Trying so hard to put myself back into pieces ain’t easy. I have been giving so much thought about it the past few days and it’s probably killing me whole trip and my entire emotions. But what more can I do? Expect myself to apologise? Expect the other party to do something? I don’t know.
Keeping peace with me the past few nights through prayer. Knowing deep within me isn’t fine but I can’t seem to find a solution. I did wish I can sit down and talk or at least talk. But I am so freaking far away. SMSes? Hmm.. 5 more days to home. Some part of me is already waiting to return. I don’t know why. Reaching at KL blardy early at 4am and need to probably wait till 7am to get home is annoying. There are no buses till 530. Hmmm..
I’ve been walking endlessly and some walk made me learn things. Some aimless boring walk kept me thinking even more.
Nonetheless, it’s 5 days more to home. 6 days more to . . . . I thank God my nose is feeling a little better. I don’t know how to describe. Ask me personally and I might tell you.
I really thank God for the SMSes and the MSN Messages you guys have left me. I did not reply any SMS but I did occasionally replied some of the offline messages. I apologise for my ignorance as I am not too in the mood and my online time is quite limited. I am actually typing this at 12am here. Going to 1am.
I am waiting. I am thinking. I am hoping. I’m all out of almost everything already =(.
I thank God for this solitude in Brisbane – without dad and having some time alone. Maybe God knows I really need this. Badly. I always wonder why wrong things must happen at the wrong time. I really do.
Goodnight people! (to those I never bothered SMSing back!)
Trying to upload pictures but it is giving me hell of a time. Argh!
From Sydney
Greetings!
Hey guys,
I am officially in Melbourne, Australia. The past 3days and 2nights has been fantastic with great food comprising Malaysian, Italian, Western, Vietnamese and some sort of everything. Trust me. All the weight I lose 2months ago will now all return. Argh. Plus my belt is so freaking lose now. Helpppp!!!
But life’s here been nothing but great! I mean I am missing people back home. The comfort of my Super Single Bed and Bolster. My family, my close friends and all. I do miss them. The weather here is approximately 6 degrees celcious. And I am currently wearing shorts and t shirt with short sleeves with no socks. I am enjoying the weather.
Australia has nothing much different than Malaysia apart from weather, time zone (2 hours faster), people and I’ve got no idea.
The food servings here are for big sized people. A plate of steak here can’t be finished by 2 persons.
Thats all for now and Goodnights!
goodbye Msia, welcome Aussie
My last post before I leave in another few hours time.
I am flying off tomorrow at 145pm. Have to leave about 10am to the airport.
Feeling great yet reluctant. My drugs. Scary. Someone’s leaving. Unhappy.
Well, God always has His own purpose. I’ve chosen to surrender what is gonna happen to Him and Him alone.
He will do great and mighty things in my life.
Australia: Melbourne, Sydney, Brisbane: Here I come.
I miss the people in KL so much. I am already feeling it.
My youths are such great and nice people. I guess they are a bunch of crazy people I will miss most. No matter how many of you there, it’s always great fellowship. Great time.
Goodbye Kuala Lumpur. See you after 15 days.
I will try to update a little if I can. No promises. Keep your spamming on my posts and tagboard going okay? 😉
HATE HOSPITALS
HATE JABS
HATE THE STUPID SMELL
HATE THE ANNOYANCE
HATE THE IGNORANCE
HATE THE FEELINGS
HATE THE PAIN
it’s all in the nose!
it’s all in the heart!
as if my care was all in vain!
sickening
annoying
hurting
do you ever feel me?
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