Porn Movie = Laid?

I hate how some people tends to accuse one of their own mistake.
I find it stupid.
Yeah, you are overcoming your own weaknesses by hiding and bringing some others into the play.

These few weeks, I have been pondering a lot about my own life.
I have been thinking and don’t know why; telling myself that I have a lot of weaknesses.
Weaknesses that I am tired to play pretend with or to get someone else to cover it.
Yes, the starting line refers to how much some might hate me as well for doing that.
Counting my weaknesses – I think it will be countless.

But I have realised God overcame my weaknesses.
God’s perfection overcame all of it.
Despite what I hate about myself.

Like someone who once told me this;
‘You watched a porn movie, doesn’t mean you get laid’.
It won’t seem nice accusing one at times.
I have been accuse, I am sure you have too.

As much as I hate others accusing me, I think I should stop accusing people and just admit my weaknesses.

I have been extremely busy but i am not doing much.
I don’t know why but my lazy cells are getting me.
urgh