contentment.apiit.pieces

I realise that I am one who gets contented easily. I mean really easily. People have been telling me that it is never enough and they think that everyone in general always ask for more. However, it differs here. I think that I am a guy who is easily contented with what I have. I see money as a necessity but I seldom ask for more unless I really need it. I see gadgets as a waste of cash. Movies as a waste of time. I can go without cool gadgets and movies. I get so easily contented.

Now is a point where I wonder whether getting easily contented is a good or bad thing? You’d think it is good but to some extent, I’d say it is bad. Now I realise I am on a relaxing mode when I realise my assignments grades are good. And I am suprise, really good in fact. And there I go, procrastinating all my work and studies. Now you say it is good?

I know it is good to get easily contented but not too contented I suppose. I am not putting aside my MP4. Can you imagine that? I thought it came as a new toy but I suppose it isn’t. My sister is the one playing with it most of the time. I find it complicated. I find it a hassle to bring it here and there. And now it is lying on my table. And I wonder when I will take the time to explore this new toy of mine. It doesn’t really matter if I use this new toy though.

It is good to be content and to appreciate what you have. Some people keep demanding for the most branded items, most cool gadgets, most expensive tshirts, most humoungous cars and so on. I mean- what is the point? Life is meant to be enjoyed but not to such an extent sometimes. Some people should really learn to save. But wells, my point here is not about saving money but it is about being content and to appreciate what you have.

Of APIIT, i went to pay money this afternoon. And the stupid cashier refuse my cheque because it was too early for the payment of my 2nd semester. Is APIIT somehow crazy for not wanting cash?

And they found our assignments after much lectures and complains from us. I got an A. I got A+ for my OSE Presentation too. Which makes me get content even easier. I might think that I dont have o study for finals. Hmph!

I am still in pieces right now. Thinking so much of how things will be and all. I miss someone. I can’t help but to think about this someone everytime I do well in my results or so because I used to tell this someone everything. Trying to put myself into pieces =S