I just can’t help but to announce to the whole world today is a bad day. And it really does annoy me a lot.

Firstly, my Maths lecturer appeared into the class today. I naturally didn’t hate him because I saw he was a nice guy. I hated him for following the rules soo much that causes me the work. I was telling him that the previous Maths lecturer promised to let me sit for the test that was held during the camp the next class. But he never appered in the next class. He is now asking me to go to the Admin to talk to them and to give them a letter and to fill in the EC (Extenuating Circumstances) form to get a re-sit which will be conducted by the Admin staff. The test worth 35%. If I can’t sit for the test, I might not be able to complete this module. The previous lecturer said he can do it without involving the admin. He can just do the next class. But he, do this and that! I am kinda annoyed. This is no English Language class. This is Maths, many knows I hate Maths and i might fail if I don’t get to sit for this test. Worst still, Maths doesnt have final exams. So it totally depends on my Tests and Assignments

Secondly, I was having a migrain the whole day in school. the headache was so unbearable till I fill like slapping and hitting myself. The pain is so deep that I can’t even concentrate

Thirdly, Mr Suresh, I don’t know why, today kept picking on me, what I did during class, what I drew during class, what I talked about during class. Everything was on ME, ME, ME and ME. It kinda really annoyed me. Worst still, the class was till 6pm when I was so darn tired.

Forthly, the LRT. While I was from Chan Sow Lin getting into the Ampang train, I was squeezed like crazy. I was squashed into somewhat worst than sardines and tuna. It was really pack. I was afraid of pick pocket on the other hand. People were cursing and swearing at the train and people around when they can’t even ge out of their desired station. I understand how they felt. Everyone in there were also sweating. There was no air cond in the train. I was like dying inside. It makes me realise how stupid it is for the authorities to ask us to car pool or to take the public transport when our society is so dangerous. Our public transport is not on par. Compare the fuel height with the countries around us, why not compare the standard and convenience in their countries as well. Are we just raising because it benefits the authorities? Are the feelings of the citizens being brought to mind? If our public transport is convenient and well taken care, i am sure many won’t mind to take public transport. If our security system is slightly better, I am sure people will try to car pool. And right before I left the station, I was so irritated that I pushed my way through. And with my left hand’s last finger being hurt, I hurt my right hand’s last finger. I was scratched by a lady’s long long nails. It got me more annoyed. I was so upset over the day that I just bashed through the road after that. It was somewhat dangerous but my mind wasn’t on the right track already.

Let’s get real. Ive come to a point where handphone is jst an accessory to me.
I an live without it anytime, anyday unlike how i used to hold it close to me.
I realise handphone has been a distraction to many. Previously, I admit. Handphone is one of the most can’t live without thing but it no longer is.

I am still patiently waiting for things to happen. I know I am feeling useless, aimless or perhaps not worthy enough to ammend this broken issue. But I chose to wait. Or maybe I just don’t know what to do and when to do because I always seems wrong? I am learning to adapt to a new environment altogether now. I know it’s like a few months after I entered college, but I admit I’ve not totally got use to college life just yet.

I am so deprived of sleep lately. =(

Yes. Again! After endless hardwork and effort.
St John’s still ended up in the 2nd place amongst the 6 schools in Kuala Lumpur in the finals yesterday. Everything went on well. It wasn’t as cheerful and as crowded as last year but the spirit was still there. As usual, St John’s and rivals Victoria Institution monopolised the whole area leaving CBNers to have just a small corner of itself.
The performance was just awesome. I mean our performance. For the first time, St John’s bought the steps from some International Arena and not cheorographed ourselves. Even then, we got Second Place. Yes, the judges were still similar. They was and always have been on VI’s side. It’s quite disappointing and fiery when you see your own school did so well and better than Victoria Institution. It was obvious we manage to shut the Victorians during our performance. With all eyes on our school. It’s not too fair when you see things like these happens but it’s out of my control. The only good thing in VI’s performance was the amount of people they have. We also quite a lot of people in the amrching band but probably just lesser by 10 people?
Even the Best Preparation Award was given to Victoria Institution, can anyone ever imagine that? We got the Best Drum Major cause if we didn’t, we’d definitly sue the judges. Don’t be suprise, tehre were years when it was obvious we got it, they got it at the end of the day.
I am trying to post up the video on my blog but it seems that I don’t know how to post.
Anyone can help? Hope to get the pics later =)