annoyed!

I get so annoyed when people uses my God name in vain. God says this God says that! The worst thing is to curse and swaer with my God’s name. I mean come on, get a life! It’s not everything you say God says its true and not everything you says God did He did. It’s not that I don’t believe that God said it and God did it but somethings when people uses God’s name is super ridiculous. This is my God. You want to fool around with other names, I don’t care. You want to call people names, I don’t give a damn but please, not with my God’s name! Sometimes people uses human understanding to say that God says for the sake of saying but hey, do you realise that the 10 Commandments say that Do Not Use His Name in Vain. Somethings are really done and did by God but some are really not. You people just think that using God’s name is such a happy thing. Think people! I’ve had enough. From before camp, till during camp and now after camp I still hear such things from you bunch of people! I’ve said I hate you people using my God’s name and I hate you people cursing and swearing in front of me. Isn’t the stare of mine not enough everytime you say it? When will you people ever grow up and behave like an adult? You are about 18.

I hate people twisting my words too. You want to listen, you listen clearly. You don’t twist my words and say this and that. Sometimes it is really annoying when you hear people says ‘Alvin says this..’. If you want what you want, tell me and I’ll see what you want. In college life, minor things like these struck people like me easily. When doing work or assignment, if you think you aren’t capable, SAY IT! Don’t come and delay all the heck of work of mine. Seriously, sucks!

Tell me today is emo day for me. Yeah, it is. I hate today for some stupid reason you won’t want to know. It’s 6th June. I just hate this date like never before. I am just being honest. The end f today symbolises me going into another year of hurt and pain? I don’t know. When will this ever end? I am thinking a lot today. The past strikes me bad. Not in the mood for anything today. Starbucks was just a temporary remedy. Nothing can make me smile for the 2 someone, for now. I need some sort of remedy. Heal me!