can u ever have the brains to think

Can you ever have the brains to just think about what you just did?

I know I am leaving this blog post hanging. Who the hell cares rite?

Look and see if i really did it.

Don’t just give my blardy name to reach your quota or to get a good reputation as a good teacher. You just suck.

I have not done it and I have to face the music? How ridiculous can this be?

Everyone blardy simply agree that, yeah, YOU SUCK!

Getting some punishments over things I have not done just kills me.

Furthermore, needless to elaborate, you know how strict my school is now?

Just leave me alone.

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I am sorry if I ever neglected you in my post.

Writing that I love you will never be enough somehow and someway.

I hope you know that deep within, I am still the same old me.

It has never change and it will never change.

I hope you understand that at this point of time, life hasn’t been great.

But you tried to make it look great for me and I am thankful for that.

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What sick is wrong with me huh?

The song ‘Hati Ini Telah Dilukai’ by Ajai and Kris/Nurul just kept playing in my ears.

Probably the novel The Pearl influenced me? I don’t know.

I have songs in my mind and the song will just play based on my feelings in my mind.

How great? -even during exams.

Probably what I wanted to throw out is that:

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Exams is on. So, i don’t wanna blog so longlah. Lazy lazy mee..