Outing : Form 6?
Me & Edmund trying out something tht was so new 
Birthday boy and his I also dunno what 😛
All of us with Adrian’s 4 slices of Secret Recipe cake writing, ‘Happy’ ‘Birthday’ ‘to’ ‘Adrian’
And gosh, I was shocked to receive a letter of offer to join Form Six. The letter writes,’ Tawaran ke Tingkatan Enam Bawah 2008′. And the school I was offered was St John’s Institution, KL and the best thing is I was again offered Science Stream. Well, I am still gonna stay in APIIT and not leave that place of mine with good friends. All in all, GoodBye Form 6
This is it! The moment I saw Pn Norbani‘s name mentioned in Bryan’s blog. I paused and read. I didn’t know what was so captivating about her name that I just paused and got my eyes glued into the computer reading Bryan’s blog. And well, She is leaving St John’s. I felt so heavy to see her go and leave us. She was strict and fierce but it was her that made me strive so hard to succeed for my Mathematics. I jst feel like I’d miss her like soooo much now. I am being bad for probably not appreciating her enough when she was teaching me. I remembered she as the Add Maths head in the school called me early in the morning and was shocked I dropped Additional Mathematics during SPM. I even got lecture from her after getting my results for not taking Additional Mathematics. Now I feel that maybe I could’ve done more? Yes, everyone is making it a big fuss because she is transfering to our rival school VI but I don’t really treat it as something big. Well, we know her.. She goes for the cash and fame! But well, she is good. I remembered how I used to copy my friend’s Maths work and yet she still manages to find out. That is so amazing isn’t it? I hope and wished I can go back to school this Friday to see her leave. I’d never ever forget her as she was one of my best and most hardowrking teacher to ensure my success in not only my SPM but for my future. Pn Norbani: I’d miss you. 
As for me, I have been suffering from flu thanks to Dodol and Chern-I. Having a hard time breathing and with constant chest pain.
Hillsong United. Blog up again
My blog is officially up and updated again. I will hope to constantly update it when I am free.
well..
I mean when we look at things the brighter side, don’t you think we would end up happier? I used to think that i should always prepare for the worst and just do what I do best– DONT’T CARE! But I am noticing that the more I do that, the worst of the worst happens. And it would definitly goes crazy.
I am talking about faith here. Having faith in something that I think it is possible. However, faith without actions brings you no where too. Well, at least I have learnt my lessons to do and think things the positive way, would you do the same?
With this, I would also like to suggest to those working and studying people to take leave or skip college to attend ROCK CAMP 2008 from 1st-4th June.
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bowling
This is another sick fella called Alvin who was in the gang.
Edmund aka Tuck Lee aka Tuckee in action.
Adrian and the person with many names 😛
Thts Adrian, Lennard, Edmund and Tun Ching. Me, the photographer wasnt in the picture!
Well, there are many of us there but this are the few pictures that caught my attention. I know I have not loaded pictures for years but it will soon be a thing of the past
I know, it doesnt sound funny here. But the tone of the phrases can make you laugh like crazy!
Happy? I don’t know..
I got no exactly why. Seriously.Before I go on, there is a correction. I am taking Degree in Media Informatics not as mention a Diploma.
I have like a mixture of feelings lately. I feel happy in a way. I think I am learning to start to let go? I wished I can but yeah, I am heavy hearted.. Oh, well.. I am honestly really happy in college lately. Seriously. I never felt that I have such close friends in college now. We are really close and I mean really close. We hang out and do everything basically together. And the fun and laughters we have are jst amazing. I am seriously trying to capture some pictures. Give me time..
life in college
I have 4 subjects this semester, namely:
- English
- Mathematics
- Personal Development and Study Methods (PDSM)
- Organisation, Social, Environment (OSE)
Basically, I have 1 lectures and 2 tutorials for every subject a week. Tutorials are way more fun than the lectures of course. All the teachers are ‘kinda’ cool EXCEPT(there is always an exception) OSE lecturer; the so-called freelance lecturer.
I admit the subjects are kinda funny in a way but I am taking it positively. Or maybe it is just the second week? Still have that enthusiasm. I have been introducing myself like never before for the first time in my life. I am like doing that for the past 2 days in every lectures and tutorials and it is starting to get boring. So to make it interesting, we start to crap and change some details here and there so that there is some freshness in what we are saying. All in all, white lies.. 😛
I am enjoying Thursdays like never before because i finish lectures before noon. I know. I used to hate Thursdays in school because of the 2 BM and ENGLISH subjects. But for now, Thursday- i love!
APIIT is not like any other colleges around. It has so damn many strict rules which I do dislike at times but not like I can do much.
As much as I miss my secondary school friends, I have also made super duper many new friends here. We do laugh a lot and make a lot of fun and we start to hang out even it’s just the second week. We are altogether.. naughty?
Well, pictures will come soon. Orientation things will come into my blog later. I am feeling lazyyyyyy now.. Very!
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CSC forced me to write and declare that she is pretty… Sighhh…
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I gotta admit, I was disappointed. I was unhappy. I was upset. I was jealous.
I was wondering why in the world I would do so poorly in my SPM examination. My mind was just blanked a moment when I first got the results from Ms Chan. I admit, I had high expectations over myself and sometimes too high for myself to even achieve it.
When I first started looking at other friend’s results, it sounded okay. It looked okay actually. So I thought I won’t do too badly. But well, at the end, I still think I fared badly.
I have told myself that I will not complain whatever that I am going to get and just to give thanks. So, I was trying. Trying. That whole night I didn’t rest. I was feeling bad. Feeling guilty that with such results, I can’t apply for scholarships. All I do is to wonder around the same bush which brought me no where and I ended up dreaming. Sounds pathetic, doesn’t it.
All in all, I only got 3A1s, 1A2, 2B3s, 3C5s. It’s pretty disappointed isn’t it. All my Sciences got C. Well, the most disappointed thing was that my 1119 was an A2 and my Maths was A2. After so much hard work, that’s the results I got. Not exactly ‘much hard work’ but I did put in hard work. I really wanna thank people like Teacher Esther, Uncle Philip, Elizabeth and all for their great help! And most importantly thank the bro, OBL who was spending some time with me doing last minute revisions. i truly appreciate that a lot. He was my source of encouragement, though he did hurt me at some point of time, he did a lot for me too.
I am still disappointed. But I am now officially a student of APIIT UCTI doing some foundation to path my way towards a Diploma. It would take approximately 3years and 9 months. I still wished things could get better..
I sometimes wonder why I can sacrifice so much towards the one I love. I really question myself. I’ve not been sleeping really well, honestly. I am so tired. My mind keeps thinking, questioning and answering and it is really bothering when you are so freaking tired. It ain’t no fun. I wish I can just smack everything down at you guys’ face and say goodbye but I can’t.
Protecting feelings of the one you love ain’t easy. You hide, you manipulate and do all kind of nonsense just to protect him and her. It is sometime so ridiculous when you think back but yet, you still did it. I admit, I am emotionally wounded. I wished someone could just stand by me and put him or herself in my shoes to really understand me.
I don’t know why I give hope to myself when sometimes I know it is the end. I wished the both of them would one day come back to me and apologise for wht they have done and give me their best. Dreaming, I know. But yet I give myself that pathetic hope. I wished I had a time machine with me. The first thing I would do with it is to put myself back into 2006.
I gotta admit. I miss both of them so damn much! So so so damn much. Life without them is disastrous I would say. It is empty. They used to fill my life with so much joy but things will never be the same. It’s hurting here so deep yet I am holding on, still getting stuffs for them. It is starting to make me really weak. My laughter will never be real if I am gonna lose them. I am never gonna forget any of them and my heart will never ever change. I hope if he doesnt reads this, she does. And this sis really does mean something to me.
Waiting and waiting and waiting aimlessly.. :'(
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