Many at times, your intentions were right, but people would never choose to understand.

Many at times, you told the truth, yet it seemed unbelievable to many.

Many at times, you know what you’re doing but someone told you, you don’t.

And sometimes it makes you ponder and doubt what you’re really doing. Or probably what you’re really thinking.

If things would go easy, it won’t be called life isnt it?

Exams has not been much of a hindrance to me. I am still Facebooking, still blogging, still MSN-ing, still planning for ROCK, still this and still that. Does it seems like exams period to me? No, I am not smart. Neither am I prepared. I am just slacking and plain lazy.

My handwriting in my finals for the past 2 days and today, has been awful. I’ve never written so much in such short period of time. Thats why it’s awful. No, I am not defending myself. I deserved to be smacked upside down. My writing flew to the moon and back. I wonder how my lecturers are gonna read, mark and even give a score to my paper.

Well, another 2 papers to go then I am getting my freedom. Looking forward to the 1 month of holidays. Hopefully it will be worth-while and good. But, yeah. Not everything can make me happy but we’ll see how it goes.

I guess Singapore and Hong Kong keeps me going too. Knowing then I am gonna get some good holidays. It’s gonna be an awesome time!

Nevertheless, 2 more ugly papers – Business Communication Skills and Introduction to Media Theories & Culture. Boring papers. Definitly. But which exam is interesting lah?

Okay. Back to studies. Joseph left, by the way.

As I was reading up some Marketing and Management stuffs, I realised I have another 3 subjects (namely Computing IT, Media Theories and Culture, Business Communication Skills) which I have not touched. I know. It’s Friday. I have dad’s birthday dinner with family tonight somemore.

Nevertheless, I will just give my best shot. Coming to think about it, I’ve already passed my modules because of my assignments – it’s now a matter of grades. But I wanna get good grades of course. Me, hating Maths has got me into a degree which requires a lot of memorisation for the first year, first semester.

Second semester should be slightly more fun, I reckon! But what’s more interesting is my – ONE MONTH HOLIDAYS till about November. When people sitting for exams, I am on holidays. And when people having holidays, I am back to class. Ironic. Urgh. But should be fine, I am praying for a good timetable so that I can slack (opps!) , I mean rest more!

I’m glad that I have been praying and seeking God a lot and I hope I can meditate on His Word more too. Awesome times, as always. God has been revealing much about things that I have been going through and I will always fail to understand the big true picture. But well, I have surrendered my life to Him.

I know my blog posts has been without pics for quite some time. After my exams, maybe I will get some ADORE Pics up. Yeah, when people already talk least about it. Will see how. Or maybe holidays pictures! Gonna spend more time with my youths and doing some follow up details and data with them as well. I always enjoy meeting them and looking forward to every weekend.

By the way, making twitter sync to my phone was easy. But not twitter to Facebook. It still ain’t working. But at least I can update my status through handphone now. I am not a technology freak although I am studying in APIIT; thats for sure.

I have chose to be contented with that I have been receiving at some or most of the nights!
You don’t need to know what. LOL.

Anyways, back to my books! Exciting day tomorrow. Lunch appointments, youth service and grandpa’s house opening! How to study? You tell me..

No one can ever comprehend the feeling of dejection and probably you wont want to feel it at all either. It sucks. Life is life; things we go through day by day makes us stronger and stronger each day.

Somehow I’ve been a very positive person lately. I guess thats a good thing though. It’s an awesome thing to be exact. Somehow, at times, the feeling of dejection can really kills but what matters most is that you look at it positively.

I am looking at it so positively that I told myself, ‘God is giving me rest!’. I guess it’s time to just sit down and to ponder about Him, His Word, His People. I find it pointless when people endlessly accuse you of what you and your intentions- which is untrue.

But like what people said, ‘It’s peoples mouth!’ – So none of my problem isn’t it?

Yes, for those awaiting me to talk about ADORE09; here I am talking about it.

I think my God is such an awesome God. He reigns and still reigns. How much He has blessed ADORE is just unspeakable. How much He has been with us was amazing. And how much He has blessed and touched life was marvelous!

11 lifes were touched and blessed! And nothing brings more joy to see people entering the Kingdom of God. Hundreds were together lifting up the name of Jesus with one accord; and people were shouting, jumping, screaming for Jesus! And they wanted more.

Worst still, we are already half an hour late to finishing but people were still asking for more of Jesus and the Worship Team ran out of songs to do. But the sight of people worshipping was priceless. And indeed, it was ‘to empower a generation to win a generation’. And we are still praying for God’s presence to revolutionise this generation! Thats our passion, vision and mission by the way!

I have been so blessed. I know my God has been good. I was having sore throat and dizziness the week before; but during ADORE – everything seems fine and good. The pain turns about after the concert (where now my throat is still swallon =( ). But God’s greatness deserves my adoration and worship.

And once again I say, ADORE is good; JESUS is better!

And without Him, there won’t be ADORE. If you are looking forward to a next year, check it out – probably there will be a follow up event on ADORE by this year; who knows? God has blessed us so much and yes, we cannot contain it anymore.

I love to see the sight of people worshipping together with me!

I’ve always feel not good enough. Probable my team feels that way too. But God was in control. He took all our inadequacy and turned into something beyond our imaginations. I still think I am inadequate – but well, God knows.

Okay, what else to say here?

I am going to Singapore for about a week plus soon. Or maybe shorter. It depends. And then Hong Kong for the Asia Baptist Camp where we are doing games for a thousand people. Interesting. Flying with Cathay Pacific is another one of my dream come true. Love the plane, love the service, love the hostess (Opps!), love the food.

I guess I am looking forward to another ROCK Youth Meeting later. Gonna be another awesome time together! We love doing life together!

Exams coming in 2 weeks. And my Media lecturer showed us something already. So, fear not exams =PP but well, still gotta study for another 4 subjects. I can’t bear to get lower than what I want.

Dreams do come true. This year, I’ve come to realisation. However, not all dreams do come true but yeah, most of it came true this year! (: