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People have been asking me a lot about someone yet I struggle to answer everytime.

Just this afternoon, same thing.

Why? Because I don’t know anything.

I practically told them to find out themselves about this person and it’s a rare I’d do that huh?
But once in a while, I still scroll through my handphone inbox.

Nuff” said.

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I thank God for busy schedules which help take away all my thoughts.

It is tough.

I know on the inside, it is struggling.

But what can I do?
Perhaps, what have I not done?

Giving my best and getting something like this in return kills.

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About the analogy in my previous post.

I’ve not figured an answer either.

Maybe some people just goes around getting new friends.

Relationships.
with friends, family, schoolmates.

It’s all in a mess.

I’ve never been good at it since day 1.

And all I thought was to give my best in all of it.

And to keep giving, giving and giving.

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I feel old.

Wearing a new Adidas t shirt to church today makes me feels so old.

I don’t know why.

When I got it, I thought it felt so youthful.

Bah. I am getting old.
OLD OLD OLD!

My mum just said in another 7years time maybe I can have my own child.
Cause I complaint Sue Ann is not fun to play with anymore.

I like kids, they make my day.
I can just smile with them all around.

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How much can you affect the person you care for?
For me, I think none.
But I’ll still go to the ends of the earth.

Jesus’ did too.