Undeniable, there was pain in my heart when they were all talking about WBD in class today.
I know I can’t run away or stop others from talking about theirs. I can’t be that selfish. I tried so hard to succumb the memories and pain within me. The sms-es they sent to each other may be hilarious but does it even matter if it was from the heart? I may find that sms uninteresting even if anyone sends it to me. I cannot say that I am truly happy. I am not done and over with all that has been happening yet although I am trying to be patient. You think I’ve given up? No. Just that I need time for myself to think over. I may looked okay but undeniably, there is pain within. The thoughts within. I am not running away this time. Still praying that things would get better.
Many hates my evil side. Don’t make me do things I don’t want to do. I will if you push me off the cliff. Don’t challenge me. I am at the verge of bursting ya! =)