stupid high fever

I am suffering from a high fever. A very ridiculous and terrible one. Have not been having a good sleep last night. Can’t wait till the sun shines again. Thats how much I wanted yesterday to be totally over. I have not been ill for quite some time but this time I am. I don’t know whether if it is the aftermath of the camp or is it the thinking-too-much syndrome that has caused me this illness. I am having a severe headache and worst still throat pain. Being the loud me, I jsut don’t want to lose my voice. I have been drinking endless amount of H2O for your information but the result seems to be annoying. I have been going to the washroom like the last time I was trying to abstain myself from getting germs. I visit the toilet like every 5-10minutes. It is annoying. It isn’t like my room has a toilet. Grrrrr… The pimples in my face are also getting larger and larger and I am too lazy YET to wash it all away. And the itchy bitchy fingers of mine keep peeling it for no reason. And one more amazing thing- I don’t feel like eating anythin! Seriously, i crave for no food apart from maybe Starbucks. Shucks. No remedy of sms-es I got either. Sheesh (Opps, talk to Max too much. I noticed after typing it. Naturally. Ish)

I am trying my best to just look forward and look at things positively but well, the usuals come along. But at least it is slightly better now I suppose. I am starting to be ignorant to many things lately. Maybe I shouldnt but certain things are worth ignoring. Trust me! I am sleepy. I need my nap. I wish of many things right now. But it seems that many will NOT come through.

But one thing- I can’t wait for my big day to come this year!!

And to the special someone, no matter how busy you are, I’ll still be here =)