OKay, yeah, school reopen-ed already.
It symbolises the start of my misery- FORM 5.
Things are different, i don’t know why I keep harping on the same thing over and over again.
Things are gonna be different, never the same.
People are expecting more in Form 5.
Some teachers are stressed up, not to mention, students too.
Look at the faces of my classmates and you’ll know.
Everyone is suffering da same ‘fate’, i guess, since it is SPM year.

I am just getting plain annoyed!
What is with comparing us to Victorians, CBNers, MBSians?
Is it that important?
Yeah, we may end up the best, but does it means anything?
Every single teacher, supervisor and ever the principal comes in and nag on the same old thing!
I guess yeah, it is creating a ‘healthy’ competition but the fact that this gives extra stress!
They talk as if we don’t want to do well, but I know deep inside my heart, I want too!
Stop telling me that if i don’t do well, I’ll go to Confucion and stuffs.
I know I am getting myself into hot soup by writing my unhappiness and disatisfaction, so be it!
Ask yourself, who don’t want to be the best?
But must we compare? Hmmm..

Next up, stressed up teachers?
Cikgu bertekanan tinggi?
Gosh, these(this) teacher is just plain crazy!
Some of you are now guessing, and I guess there are not more than 2 in SJI!
S/he is doing work based on feelings.
Scolding us for something we did not do wrong!
Giving homework like mad!
Screaming and shouting in the class like an animal!
Assuming things herself!
Today was the first class s/he entered,
and we got scolding for nothing.
I remembered one of her phrase ‘Like it or not, whatever the teacher says is law in school’
I was like, yeah? So, what is with stressful teacher’s word(s) being law!
I was like looking around with my classmates and we were doing the eye signal thing.
She is just crazy!!
Being in the class early, my friends got scolding too..
Is it wrong?

1 teacher stressed up, 1 teacher having the PMS!
Can die!
Thankfully, the PMS teacher having start yet..
But I think in no time, it’ll start all over again.
Stop telling us you love us!
We would know if you really do, trust me!

And gosh, i am all pissed and annoyed!
All my teachers remained except for my Biology and PJ teacher.
How can they change our dearest Pn Mahzabeen to another funny-behaviour Pn Cheong?
Honestly, I miss Pn Mahzabeen’s teaching.
We all do. Why on earth isn’t she teaching Form 5?
Is just so sad! My class are all asking the same question as I am asking- WHY?
Whatever it is, with Pn Cheong, failure in Biology is assured.
Sssssssiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggghhhhhh =(

Is jsut the third day of school, and I have so much to talk about.
I know there’ll be more t0 come…
ISKL, Drama, Debates are all coming up again…
It’s my last year before i leave high school…
Hope to do well..

Honestly, I am looking forward to leaving high school, but I know I’ll miss St John’s, the school I have been since Std 1.
Walking back to school, lepak-ing around Jalan Bukit Nanas and all.
I will miss some teachers, not all..
Like I said, I know who trully loves me as his or her students. I know.
But ST John’s will always be apart of me and my heart. =)

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